Tonight I need to remind myself that taking chances is important and I must continue to roll the dice at every cross-road and take a gamble on every person that I encounter in my travels. If you have confidence in yourself and your abilities you will put all of your chips on the table when you feel strongly about something. Do not give yourself that opportunity to question your previous decisions. Be steadfast and confident, accept little to no substitutions and be fair to yourself.
Jump at every opportunity, especially if it’s scary.
It could lead to that emotional gut-punch that you weren’t expecting. That shot in the arm may sting now but at a later date you will find growth in your experience. I need to appreciate my recent experiences and the chances that I took – it lead to things that made me feel. It was wonderful to have feelings like that again.
Speaking of feeling…
Do you know that sensation when something feels too sweet, as if it’s too good to be true? That’s a defense mechanism, so please use it as a tool and listen to your guts otherwise they get knocked around in the ring of life. Assess the previous variables and decide what you may do differently in your future travels throughout time.
Maybe it’s time to quit drinking? Fuck it!
Maybe it’s time to binge? Naw’ man live and learn. Maybe its time to quit? The choice is yours!
For now I am going to cruise back to Bumpass and pickup my best friend who will most certainly be excited to see me. Im not sure what direction we are headed – but it will be nice to get back to my home on wheels and hit the road with the best dog on earth.
CHANGING COURSE, PLANS AND DIRECTION.
FREEDOM IS TASTY MY FRIENDS. BUT AT WHAT COST?
I want to thank everyone that helped me to get where I am at now. There are so many of you and I love you all. Hopefully one day I will have that thing that I want but for now I will do my best to focus on the task-at-hand. The last two days I was high on something I had not inhaled in quite a long time.
Relentlessly addictive.
Toodles
– A
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