The verge of November scares the shit out of me.
I am not typically the type to talk about my feelings in person. This has certainly helped me, thanks Emma & Penny. You literally texted this to me yesterday.
All the leaves have fallen on the ground and most green things will die except for the pines. I wish I could explain how bad this hurts me with words but it would be a waste of time. I have learned to follow my guts and change my latitude accordingly, it seems to do the trick.
The solution is to migrate based on the issues at hand. Winter absolutely sucks so I need to stay warm so I can continue to grow this empire. I wanted to create as many jobs and help as many people as I possibly could this Summer. I enjoy spreading the tentacles of my empire into areas that are not as well-off as cities like Richmond, VA. I love all of you so much and I am really excited to move onto the next chapter of my life. I tried to form as many bonds and connections as I could, in that same regard I lost some though I think my heart is always open to all.
I am having a tough time packing the van and leaving with Smelly but Im going to do it soon. Something about it scares the living shit out of me and wish I could take Shirley, she’s almost 100 years old though but she looks 35. She laughs hard at that one.
LETS TALK ABOUT WHEN my phone died in Fresno, I just kept walking through miles of farmland until I found a dude that let me charge my phone in his truck. He then gave me a ride to the airport and now we are friends. We meet in ten days to load his tractor trailer for a gig.
LETS TALK ABOUT WHEN when my van broke down and because of that I met Michael Sparks, Robert and Sam. I would not have found my future shop in Sanford. I would not be swimming with manatees when I get off of work. I continue to weave a web of people together in order to grow this machine.
I guess what I am trying to say is that things that hurt are sometimes good for you.
Im not going to treat my depression just like a cold, Im going to run from it. Im going to create content along the way while simultaneously building my empire.
My children will likely be war-lords with resources.
Im not just talking about it, I am actually doing it. So i’d like to use this time to encourage you to do that thing. Do that thing you want to do.
SAM AND SMELL ARE BEST FRIENDS BECAUSE MY VAN BROKE DOWN.
Shitty things can make good things.
“Im so glad your dad’s POS van broke down.” – Sam
“it’s not a piece of shit it’s a T1N, you wouldn’t understand it’s our home, our T1N is home.” – Smell
“Do you wanna go run around in that drainage ditch again?’ – Sam
“First one there gets first piss!” – Smell
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