This is my apology to anyone I may have recently confused. I want you to know that I am not giving up and I am not throwing in the towel. I am going to do my best to not let anyone down. (within my control)
I was worried that I would not meet the expectations set before me.
This does not seem to be the case, somehow I am still ahead of schedule. It has come together so beautifully – we have an amazing team. (of course it has) Everyone on this team works hard AND loves even harder. Love requires lots of patience and I am not always the most patient person.
When I get impatient I get discouraged and I express with words because I want you to feel my feel.
That should be a post on it’s own. <– Let’s revisit on a later post.
I am sorry for that – I am spitting out salt to make room for more. See: “Spite Spitting™”
Obsessive consistency & hustle goes a long way for me, especially if I pair it with tunnel vision. I have to isolate hard and dedicate my alone time to shining a light onto the next task at hand.
Sometimes I have to pivot and take a risk. There have been events have taken place on my journey that are just not explainable. Situations took place that were far too coincidental (had me looking up like wtf)
I am still very afraid of failure; fear and anxiety continue to be my two best resources.
Note: If I tap out it’s because my hand is forced. If I am responsible for fucking this up, you’ll know
Ok nite nite love you
– A
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